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HERE LIES

by Kill Scenes

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1.
surrender sun for the colors that come with pain draped in black, soaked with rain now she comes to let the tension from these veins in dust and ash, the light remains all at once, i see a thousand birds take flight against a sky, a sky of white all at once, i feel the coming of the night the birds all disappear from sight the crushing bliss of autumn's kiss i can't tell you what it means so make a wish across these wrists to live inside this dream surrender soon to a moon that's come to make its claim in harvest gold, she boldly reigns and how we swoon, the chilling tune of her refrain shakes the color from the frame all at once, i see a thousand birds fly back beyond a sky, a sky of black all at once, i feel the teeth of her attack the birds are gone, the mantle cracked the crushing bliss of autumn's kiss i can't tell you what it means so make a wish across these wrists and live inside a dream a late summer's invitation in breezy sigh suicidal ideation now... here lies... all at once
2.
OBLIVION 04:46
running toward the waves i've saved myself for one that kills oceans of secret joy once i'm destroyed, i'll know the thrill sequence sublimates the waters claim the dream of time the mind wakes with no meter delete the speaker, repeat the rhyme and in the hours of almost i slow as i near the end i crave the gnosis of nothing but i keep running oblivion... oblivion, my friend nightmares full of love the things i need keep me bleeding what's there when i wake up? in oceans deep, can't hear the screaming tides turned, the yearning wanes i feign the heart of one prepared currents beyond the veil i'm still afraid of what's out there... what's out there? and in these hours of almost does the blade play mere pretend? i crave the answer to something but i keep running oblivion... oblivion, my friend if i make myself empty will i be light enough to ascend? on waves of grace? to a dispassionate embrace? erase me now just to face it all again? running running
3.
pictures on glass the lens reflects an image moving past portraits hold fast the light persists but nothing really lasts an eternity of ephemera we lose ourselves in moments posterity in camera will anyone even notice? we disappear were we ever really here? what's left of us now? is there no coming back? we disappear the capture has been cleared the witness is blank in this vanishing act hours escape the tape repeats the scenes that we create always too late time degrades each copy that we make fragility is cinema we fall apart in frames futility, etcetera la fin d'un film... étrange we disappear were we ever really here? what's left of us now? is there no coming back? we disappear the capture has been cleared the witness is blank in this vanishing act stay stay candid for the capture now pose now pose for the rapture
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SAMSARA 05:06
i miss the part of you that burned the photo in the frame the face that had a name we spill the ashes from the urn returning from the flame but you don't look the same i'd travel outside of this world i'd leave it in the past to be with you at last i'd break the lock off of the door and take the stars to task and i'd never look back if i could hear you laugh again but i'm walking with the fire still holding on to grief still chained to desire there's no escape samsara, samsara the echo and the ache at every turn i take, i see you the endless shape samsara, samsara my scream can only shake the circle i can't break to find you i need the summer of your flesh for where will these arms rest when only bones are left? to feel the moment that is blessed but always mourn the next a sorrow we expect the sweetness of your spoken word if it should not be heard it all becomes absurd all the boarders start to blur the light of your allure makes me so unsure that i'll ever be cured of want there's no relief still walking with desire still clinging to the grief there's no escape samsara, samsara the echo and the ache at every turn i take, i see you the endless shape samsara, samsara my scream can only shake the circle i can't break to find you no escape my scream can only shake the circle i can't break
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RAZOR'S EDGE 04:46
strike the flower at its stem red gems flowing out still and bloodless hand set against the sand sunny places never reached beaches crimson stained lost between two worlds neither state attained an open door beyond the ledge i hear a wind move through the siren's song the razor's edge what will you wake up to? lattice turned and crystal cracked a fractured shadowland my body is the rift dimensions set adrift sunny faces never shown absent angel wings lost outside these worlds just tugging at the strings an open door beyond the ledge i hear a wind move through the siren's song the razor's edge what will you wake up to? i've been dreaming out loud never catch me sleeping sound now i won't be found exit through the scenery a backdrop so absurd should i leave in haste lay waste to my words
6.
ERASURE 03:12
a wave of light collapses into dream tangential figure presents itself as me i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow some dim refraction in a familiar shape and from the prism a certain piece that can't escape i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow you might recognize the face but just a trace survives in your world now what stands before you in my place erasure erasure erasure a melted image a presence here, illusory delays the sentence persistence of a memory i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow retcon the message reconfigure all the facts holding a fragment the rest is never coming back i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow you might recognize the face but just a trace survives in your world now what stands before you in my place erasure erasure erasure i'm only part of me divergent sight sleight of heaven's hand there i go, yet somehow here i am i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow i'm just a shadow in your mind i'm just a shadow
7.
GHOST BIKE 03:10
rolling along in the wrong world, in the wrong lane a lace in the chain by the sidewalk, there's a bloodstain was that me? did i shift the line of sight? i go ahead the cycle is red but something somewhere rests in white they come along with the flowers in arrangement the metal is cleansed in a layer of spraypaint is that me? what they carried from the site? i go ahead but someone is dead light a candle by this bike
8.
she hits the scene with no brakes like a house falling out of a storm from the rear, feel the shake and the car spinning out of control into space see the face of the passenger riding along is she gone? where'd you go? everything moving slow who knows what she's on? who knows how long she's been gone? agent of chaos who knows what star she comes from? dead stop! you're awake! take a breath and a look to the one at your side she's alive! what the hell?! something fell like a house from the sky did you die? there's a cop and the traffic is still flying by what did they find in the seat of the vehicle stopped behind? who knows what she's on? who knows how long she's been gone? agent of chaos who knows what star she comes from? a driver's side exchange revealing the stunned and expressionless vessel at the wheel possessed by nothing but the former contents of orange vials scattered amongst the cloth and plastic limbs of children's dolls piled in the back seat whimpering a single repeating syllable as if suspended in time - it is at this moment you realize that a glint of light skipping off the windshield dances into your eye as though from some unfamiliar sun - a peculiar taste to the air sends the early nerves of a creeping panic, a moment's scare as you glance once again at the guest in this wreck and she's there, having taken the rough journey to the shoulder with you - but is it the same you saved from in a spin-out drift as if lifted from the world and projected through a rift? shift into view this is new... this is some place that you haven't been from the din, strikes a voice one that you've never heard in your life it's your own different tone spilling words that you shouldn't hear here and now tell me, how did she smash it apart anyway? who knows what she's on? who knows how long she's been gone? agent of chaos who knows what star she comes from?
9.
every reality is lost possibility every last particle met with hostility two places at once a feat of agility maintaining both states? beyond my ability no one can hear me scream i'm lost beyond their vision yield submission to the superposition every reality is lost possibility every last particle met with hostility two open doors i move through willingly the me that survives is the fucker that's killing me how i landed here, no one can tell discarded version lost in... help me!
10.
to the oft plucked flower of my youth both mage and empress both sage and temptress we'd trade our inks in clumsy cursive hand i'd drink you in by line pretend to understand songs of experience too soon they'd never bore us from verse to chorus you'd give my stunted words a gentle chance so sweetly prop them up their puerile romance i was the child, you were the wise looking at the world through one another's eyes you'd give us truth when we'd hear lies one innocent spared one innocence dies misplaced powers of my past both fool and master both friend and actor you cut the shape of something i could be if i could drop the fear that never looked like me i was the child, you were the wise looking at the world through one another's eyes you'd give us truth when we'd hear lies one innocent spared one innocence dies one innocence lost one innocent cries fly on julia fly on tom fly on michael fly on nonn fly on kelly fly on ray fly on friends light the way fly on angels fly on thieves fly on martyrs i believe we keep flying beyond the scream beyond the seal beyond the dream

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released November 10, 2020

Written, Performed, Recorded, Mixed, and Produced by Sean Whittaker

Mastered by Rusty Tomasky @ Human Pawn Sound

Artwork by SPW

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Kill Scenes are a dark dreampop project from Chicago, IL.

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